...PZ CONTROL...

Just some random musings from a CH47 pilot recently returned from Afghanistan...

Name: HOOKERPILOT

Sunday, October 15, 2006

MISSION ACCOMPLISHED (AGAIN...)

It's been quite a while since my last post so I'll try to play a little catch-up here. Big Windy has been very busy thses last few months. Since returning from Afghanistan, our unit has moved from Giebelstadt to Katterbach, about an hour South East down the road. Combined with the move our, and every Chinook unit in the Army, has transformed from a 240 soldier strong company to a streamlined 55 soldier outfit. The company now only houses the pilots and crew of our aircraft. I'm still up in the air on this one. It has both pros and cons, as does everything else I guess. I think mostly we just dislike the change. So anyway, following the move we have been busy ever since. Several guys were sent on a support excercise within days of arriving to our new home. Not long after their return, we were then sent on a support mission to the sunny island of Akrotiri Cyprus, just off the coast of Lebanon. We were sent to help evacuate any US civillians caught in the crossfire of that little war Israel and Hezbollah had going on. After arriving, it was decided we would hang around for any and all contigency ops that might occur. Part of the training we underwent in order to be fully prepared was landing aboard Navy ships. Every pilot and crew had to land on a ship five times during the day, and five more times during the night while utilizing night vision goggles. This was probably the coolest event of the entire trip. Unless your a NightStalker, this opportunity just doesn't exist. The above picture is of one of our crew landing aboard the USS Trenton, a small single spot tub that was on it decomissioning float. After this final float, the ship is being sold to India. Not sure how that works... We also had the pleasure of landing aboard the USS Wasp, a large helicopter assault ship. Both ships and crews treated us very well, and we gained some great experience we never would have had the chance to get elsewhere. So after 40 plus days, we redeployed cross country (MULTIPLE COUNTRIES) to Katterbach. I can now say that I have been through more than 13 countries in one month!! We just seem to be busier as each day passes. As we have another year long deployment on the horizon, we just wnat to be able to relax, catch our breath and enjoy our families. But once again Big Windy accomplishes the mission. I'll try and update the blog on a more regular basis. At this rate, I'm sure I'll have more and more to write about.

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

***DIXIE HICKS***


It's hard to believe that only a few short weeks ago I was up to my elbows in rumrunners and margarittas with the temperature a steady 80 deg for the entire week while cruising the Western Caribbean! Germany is definitely beautiful, but it's weather certainly leaves a lot to be desired! We've got some nice warm days (maybe 2 total) with a lot of rainy cold days in the mix. At least we still have the world's best beer in abundance!

I guess being in Afghanistan for over a year is the equivalent of living under a large rock. I had no idea how many changes have occurred in our world over the last year. For instance, I had no idea that Natalie Maines of the "Dixie Chicks" had become something of an expert in geopolitical and international affairs! In 2003, with the country on the brink of war she made the statement at left concerning President Bush while touring London. The backlash on the Chicks was enormous to say the least. Radio stations across the nation refused to play their songs, and many communities across America coordinated their response to Mrs. Maines by having mass burnings/tractor stompings of their CD's. A clear testament to the Chicks backbone was shown just days later as Natalie Maines retracted her statement and apologized to President Bush. But the damage was done, and justifiably so. So what has Maines learned from that experience? Apparently nothing as she has once again opened that uneducated mouth of hers recently with another barb for the president. Apparently, she now says that she REALLY REALLY did mean what she said in that previous statement regarding the President and then added to her sophomoric diatribe by saying that "President Bush doesn't deserve any respect whatsoever". I GOTTA be missing something here. What did the most powerful man in the world do to upset little Miss Maines? And why in the hell should I or anybody else care about it?! Natalie reminds me of the woman the local news always puts on TV following a horrific tornado. You've seen her, hair in curlers, wrapped in a mumu with fuzzy slippers poking out from underneath and so much makeup on that it just screams porkrinds and trailer park. "I saw Elsie's trailer flying by overhead and all I could think about wuz, she still has my frying pan!"

Now, I'm all for freedom of speech as stated in that wonderful document of ours called the Constitution. It's the men and women in the military that safeguard those unalienable rights, and we're all proud of our jobs. In short, I would give my life in defense of Maines right, her FREEDOM to speak her mind. But that freedom is a two way street. I have the freedom to simply call her a dumbass. When the country was on a war footing in 2003, she had the nerve to insult our Commander in Chief while touring a foreign country. Combine that with her "extensive" knowledge of world affairs and it just becomes so pathetic. It's just all so Jane Fonda-esque to me. If that's the company she wants to keep, then she deserves what she gets.

So it sounds like another good old fashioned CD burning party is on the horizon. I Wish I could help. I'll be looking forward to their next album, recorded from Natalie Maines livingroom (in her trailer).

Thursday, May 11, 2006

REST AND RELAXATION


Well, it's been a little while since my last post so it's time for a little catch-up. After returning from Afghanistan the family and I headed to the states for some much needed vacation time. After spending some great quality time with my parents, we left the kids with the grandparents and the wife and I headed to the Caribbean for a week long cruise. We had planned this trip from downrange, which left several months to look forward to the peace, solitude and margarittas that awaited us. We visited Cozumel Mexico, the Grand Caymans, and Ocho Rios Jamaica. If you have never been on a cruise before, I highly recommend doing so. Just a couple of tips: #1: Never ride a horse in Mexico while wearing wet swim trunks... There just isn't enough ointment on the ship to help out. #2 When in the Caymans, 15 margarittas really IS enough!

Oddly enough, I spent the 1 year anniversary of WINDY 25 onboard the cruise ship. Although it did make for a somber moment, it also put me at peace. I miss those guys and always will. But they're in our hearts and minds, and will forever remain so. Unfortunately, we learned of another Chinook disaster in Afghanistan on 6 May. We're told that the most dangerous times for our operations are the 1st and last 3 months of any deployment. Sadly, we seemed to have proved that twice over now. Our thoughts and prayers are with our brothers in Afghanistan. Unfortunately, we DO know what they are going through.

Monday, February 06, 2006

**SHORT FINAL**


I can't say how close due to security concerns, but let me put it like this: our time here in the "Stan" is getting so short I can almost taste the German Hefe beer and brats! Knowing that our time here is coming to an end brings to bear a lot of feelings and emotions; some good, some bad, and some rather unfamiliar. We have accomplished so much during the past year. We have protected the President of Afghanistan, saw the fruit of democratic elections bloom all over the country, and flew more combat hours than we thought possible (close to 8000, compared to approximately half that many in Iraq). We've done very well, and are proud of our service.

But as I think and plan for the days ahead, my excitement is tempered by what we have also lost. April 6, 2005 is a day that none of us will ever forget. CW2 Clint Prather. CW2 David Ayala. SSG Chuck Sanders. PFC Pendleton Sykes. SPC Michael Spivey. The loss of five of our brothers left an indelible mark on our hearts that will be felt every day for the rest of our lives.

After the crash that day, I was totally overwhelmed by a multitude of emotions and feelings. Deep dark grief. Anger. Rage. Helplessness. Confusion. And God forgive me, relief. Relief that the second aircraft made it back home; relief that there were no more aircraft and crews in the air. Relief that I wasn't on the flight schedule that day. For that, I also experienced wholesale shame. Why wasn't it me up there that day? Why am I so special that I get to go home and kiss my children again?

Very quickly we realized that the best, and really only thing we could do to honor their memory was to continue with the mission. And continue we did, day by day. Some days were better than others, but none passed by easily. I lost count of how many times I would look up while walking around the base and, for a fraction of a second, would have sworn I saw Clint Prather walking ahead of me in his trademark green flight jacket. Or see what I was sure was David Ayala's easy smile. The shower became my unlikely refuge. It was the one place I could go and cry for the first time in my adult life, in total privacy. Once I stepped out of the shower, I simply looked scrubbed to a fresh pink, including my eyes. It was a little less obvious that way.

As more time passed, the tears came less and less. We threw ourselves into the mission. The today becoming so much like the tomorrow that they often blurred in distinction. Anger soon raised it's ugly head again. We had to stop dwelling on our loss in order to function, to drive on with our mission. So we stopped talking about our lost brothers for a long time. It was part of our healing process, and absolutely normal in every way. But there were times when I just wanted to scream their names at the top of my lungs. Not talking about them at times made me feel like we were forgetting them. If that was part of the healing process, then I wanted to stay broken. But finally, after the year is almost done, I have finally come to accept not only what we have lost, but what we have also gained. We lost five brothers. Brothers who came to complete the mission, who gave their lives so that freedom might ring a little farther around the world. Through their sacrifice I gained five heroes to always look up to. I gained five more reasons why I am so damned proud to serve my country. And we all gained a more secure world in which to raise our children. For these and so many other reasons, I promise, as God as my witness, I will never forget my five brothers!

CW2 Clint Prather. CW2 David Ayala. SSG Chuck Sanders. PFC Pendleton Sykes. SPC Michael Spivey. God never made better men.

I DONE BEEN TAGGED!!

HOMEFRONT6 got me.

4 JOBS YOU HAVE HAD IN YOUR LIFE
1. Little Caesar's Pizza(1st job at 15)
2. Bungee Jump instructor in Myrtle Beach S.C.
3. Mechanic/customer rep for Gulfstream Aerospace (Finally growing up...)
4. Hooker pilot (The best by far!)


4 MOVIES YOU WOULD WATCH OVER AND OVER
1. Forrest Gump
2. Every Star Wars (All with my son)
3. Absolutely anything with my daughter(Hillary Duff is becoming a favorite)
4. Sweet Home Alabama (With my wife)

4 PLACES YOU HAVE LIVED
1. Lexington, Ky.
2. Savannah, Ga.
3. South Korea
4. Germany

4 TV SHOWS YOU LOVE TO WATCH
1. That 70's Show
2. Friends
3. Anything on the Discovery channel
4. Anything on the History channel

4 PLACES YOU HAVE BEEN ON VACATION
1. Myrtle Beach, S.C.
2. Amelia Island, Fla (7 Yr anniversary)
3. Various camp sites around the globe
4. Garmisch, Germany

4 WEBSITES YOU VISIT DAILY
1. Foxnews
2. Weatherunderground.com
3. Kiplinger Business
4. Yahoo

4 FAVORITE FOODS
1. Beer
2. Steak
3. All German food
4. Beer...

4 PLACES YOU WOULD RATHER BE RIGHT NOW
1. In the loving arms of my beautiful wife
2. Playing soccer with my son
3. Having a tea party with my daughter
4. In the loving arms of my beautiful wife

4 PEOPLE I TAG
Well, I'm SO new at this that the only blogging friends I have are the ones that tagged me! Maybe next time...

Monday, January 16, 2006

**TEACHERS**


Teachers, you gotta love them. I know I do! It's kind of hard for me not to when my father, mother and big brother are, or have been teachers. We hear so much about the supposedly sad state of affairs of the American educational system. We hear about how our teachers aren't doing enough to educate our children, of how many teachers fail them on a regular basis. Like any other profession that embodies such a large number of people (teachers), I'm sure that there are those who are guilty as charged. But I know for a fact that there are far more teachers who give their all and then some to teach our children. I do not think that any problem with our educational systems lies at the feet of our nation's teachers. I think the problems can be found with our administrators at the county and state level, and in particular with the parents. Our teachers give us the necessary tools to blaze our own future. Whether you are a garage mechanic, a pilot, a doctor or a lawyer, you owe your personal success to teachers. Yet as a society, we tend to treat our educators as second class citizens. For them to be trusted with so much; the lives and minds of our children, the very future of our nation, we give very little back to them in way of compensation, or even in way of simple thanks. Parents especially have to stop viewing school as their personal day care. A parent's responsibility doesn't stop with getting little Johnny off to the bus stop every morning. I believe that a child who performs poorly in school is a direct representation of his parent's commitment to them at home. Most of the time, a parent who complains about their child's teacher at school cannot even tell you what's being studied in the classroom. Ask them to give you one word on Johnny's spelling list and they won't have an answer. It's just easier for many people to pin blame on the teacher; it deflects from their own shortcomings in rearing their own children.

We all expect our children to do great things. We want them to become doctors, lawyers, or heaven forbid, teachers. We want them to find happiness and fulfillment in whatever path they choose in life. Of course, teachers are the only gateway any of us had to achieve our own goals. The same goes for our children. So why are teachers among the least compensated professionals in the country? College students don't become teachers for the money. Being college students, they're obviously intelligent enough to have figured out this small fact. There are many other four year college degree fields that would have led to a more lucrative career. People become teachers because they care. They care about the lives of our nation's children. They care about the next generation of the country's leaders. Our nation's teacher's need to be better compensated, period!

As far as commitment goes, teachers can't be beat. School/district budget cuts are a common occurrence. But although the school's bottom line has been slashed, we expect our teachers to do more with less. I have personally witnessed my family of teachers reach into their own pockets to equip their class of students with the necessary items for the school year. If they didn't do this, it would make for a long and dry year for the kids. My brother, Ron, teaches a class of special needs children. These kids all have different obstacles in their life, whether it be mental retardation, A.D.D., or past sexual/parental abuse. He has been so successful in his efforts to reach out to these kids that his curriculum has been widely noted and adopted. He is constantly being sought out for advice on special cases and situations, to design new programs for different classes and different schools. And his commitment doesn't end at the end of the school day. He is always available at home if the students or parents want to call at dinner time with a question that just couldn't wait. He has been the first to respond to abuse of "his kids", getting legal help if necessary to remove these kids from the abusive environment. So again, teachers have more than their allotted share of commitment. Where is the commitment from the parents? Where is the commitment from the school/district/state administrators? As things stand today, their commitment to our children, to our future, does not even begin to compare to the commitment of our teachers.

And finally, compassion. I can think of very few people more compassionate than teachers. When I was in highschool, we had a very special student, Dwayne, who was struggling with leukemia. He was such a sweet kid. He never had a bad word to say about anyone, and always had an infectious smile to share with the world. He was a fighter. He also came from a very proud, but poor family. As the leukemia cotinued it's course, it eventually robbed him of the use of his legs. His parents were able to find him an old, barely functional wheelchair held together with more rubber bands and tape than nuts and bolts. I personally witnessed our school principal and his beautiful wife buy, from their own pocket, a brand spanking new wheel chair for Dwayne. And to beat it all, they did this under the guise that it really came from his parents. That infectious smile became utterly contagious after that day. I have always believed that act of compassion probably gave Dwayne a little more time on earth with us. He knew he was loved, by far more people than he thought possible. But sadly, not long after that day, Dwayne finaly succumbed to the disease that had ravaged his body for years. It was a good fight, but one that was ultimately lost. Once more, my highschool principal and his wife stepped in to help. They talked to Dwayne's parents and were given thankful permission to buy him a suitable headstone for his burial. Compassion. These two wonderful people have certainly done more than their job of educating me about geography, history, and math. They gave me a wonderful lesson about life, and through them and our friend Dwayne, they gave me a much more important lesson on how to live life. Consequently, these two wonderful people were my dear parents. Mom, Dad...I love you!

So how do we "fix" our educational system? I don't think it needs to be fixed; it's not broke. If you want to look for the problem, you're gonna have to look a little closer to home. As a society, we need to recognize our educators as the professionals they really are, and compensate them appropriately. We need to ensure that our kids have the materials and tools necessary for the classroom. As parents, we need to become much more involved. We need to know what is being studied in the classroom every day, and the only way to do this is to actually talk with our children. Attend parent/teacher conferences regularly, asking questions and offering solutions. We desperately need to become part of the solution, rather than the problem. If you don't care enough about your children to have a vested interest in their education, how can you ever complain about their teachers?

Mom/Dad, if you ever read this I expect it returned with all my double negatives and misspellings circled in red...

"A teacher affects eternity, he can never tell where his influence stops." -Henry Adams

Monday, December 19, 2005

REALITY CHECK


The Christmas clock reads 5 days till the big day, but there's no way you'd be able to tell it here in the Stan. Other than the cold, there is no other indicator that Mr. Kringle is on his way. Well, that's not true. There are a few random Christmas trees sprinkled around base, and the other night I noticed a small group of PX employees singing Christmas carols with red and green chem sticks tied around their necks... Gotta give them an "A" for effort and originality, even if we did want to wrap those chem sticks a little tighter around their necks. But other than that and the bone chilling cold at night, Christmas in the "Stan" will pass as just another busy day down until we redeploy back to "the world".

Being stuck in the mountains of Afghanistan during the Christmas season brings an understandable amount of depression to most folks. Who wouldn't want to be home right now?! Who wouldn't want to be home hugging their spouse, putting up the tree with their kids, and helping wrap presents for the big day? Actually, who wouldn't rather be home period, regardless of the Christmas season? The answer lies in the fact that we are not "stuck" here in Afghanistan. Every last one of us raised our right hands and solemnly swore (or affirmed for you left wing weenies) to defend our country. I'm not stuck! I asked for this, and I'm proud of my service. I'm proud to be a second generation servicemember in a family with a tradition of military service. My father served, (was NOT drafted) during Vietnam. For his service, he was rewarded by long haired hippies spitting in his face and screaming "Baby Killer!" at the airport on his return home. His war was during a time long before the age of instant internet access to his family. He had to watch his firstborn son grow up through black and white pictures, which he received months after they were taken. Loneliness, despair and depression had to be the watchwords of the time. But when asked about his time in Vietnam, you'll never hear these words used. Actually, like most Vietnam vets, you'll hear very few words at all. Instead you'll see a deeply held sense of pride for simply having served his country. My example was already set to be followed. Again. Thanks Dad. That's the 1st reality check.

The second focuses on who has the most rights to gripe here in the Stan. As previously stated, Christmas spent anywhere other than with your loved ones pretty much sucks. But we're here, our loved ones aren't, and we have to deal with it. Seeing people mope around in my part of the Afghan world just really ticks me off. Actually, truth be told it makes me giggle a bit too. I'm sitting in my heated plywood hootch, sipping my Starbuck's coffee and enjoying my satellite internet. Later this evening I'm going to eat a hot meal, work up a sweat in the post gym followed by a trip to the PX for a steaming cup of "Green Beans" cappuccino. (Think Starbucks mixed with a wool sweater...) Rough life. Meanwhile my fellow infantry soldiers and Marines are most definitely stuck on the side of some jagged hill hoping they will be blessed enough to see the next morning. They're sleeping in the cold mud, teeth chattering, eating cold MRE's (which I have personally seen local children refuse), and only dreaming about a hot cup of instant coffee. Showers are only a realized dream after humping ungodly miles back to a relatively safe operating base, having gone weeks without. Only, "relatively safe" is certainly a relative term. Nothing like being wet, naked and soapy and comming under a rocket attack. That certainly makes sliding into the hardened bunkers a unique experience... Yet you'll never hear these warriors complain, especially about a lack of good coffee. Their job is to find and kill the enemy. And oh yeah, don't die. That's the "reality check" I reflect on when I suddenly feel overcome by a fit of depression, the "Woeful Me's". Who the hell am I to ever complain?! Sure, I have my moments. I'm only human. But they're only momentary. So please continue to pray for me and my unit. We definitely need and appreciate it! Meanwhile, I'll be praying and giving thanks for my brothers on that hill.

Friday, December 02, 2005

**CHRISTMAS RANT**


Just a quick rant about all the Christmas hub bub on the home front. Every time we turn on a television or check the internet news sites here in Afghanistan, there seems to be some new moronic organization (namely the ACLU) trying to give Santa a wedgie.... Instead of saying "Merry Christmas", we're now supposed to say "Happy Holidays!" One town council went as far as trying to outlaw green and red Christmas lights! And you can just forget about having "God" appear on anything! Well, God forbid... Two words for all the ACLU folks: Bah Humbug!!!!

So here's my question: why is the VAST MAJORITY of Americans allowing the VAST MINORITY, namely the aforementioned moronic self interest groups, bully us around?! If I remember my history, America was founded as a Judeo-Christian country. A country which also, by the way, opens her loving arms to all other religious beliefs and ideals. December is the time for Santa lap sitting, Christmas (yes, I said Christmas!) trees, and hanging mistletoe. Above all, it's a time for us to celebrate the birth of Christ! (Christ+mas/hmmm...) Which, in my firm belief, is what the ACLU is really after. I'm a soldier. No, I'm a proud soldier. As such, I will continue with my brethren to guarantee their right, as stupid as it really is, to continue to spit on the very shores of Liberty. Although I most certainly do not encourage their twisted behavior, I still find some comfort in it. Why? Because it shows me, a proud soldier, that my job means something. If it wasn't for the military man and woman (who the ACLU and cronies hate) they wouldn't enjoy their freedom to act like the asses they are. Thanks for the job validation!

So here's your battle cry America! If you truly love your "Christmas"trees, but hate your "Holiday Tree", if you love your "Merry Christmas", but hate your "Happy Holidays", then stand and unite! Pick up your yard gnomes, fix Santa's wedgie and give the ACLU and their kind a big fat yuletide finger!! (And give them the yard gnomes too, they scare me...) If the ACLU doesn't like the American way, apple pie, and the BY GOD Christmas season, then they can move to France! They're the KING of stupid ideas (think silent movies and excessive body hair--on women...)! They'll fit right in...

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY, AND GOD BLESS YOU ALL!!!!